Gcina Namhla Sebe

Being without you...
It's 00:30 in the morning, I'm sitting here writting this to you my dear friend. Wherever you are in the world, know that I love you, if it was for me I would literaly change lives just for you to be happy. A part of me believes that you deserve all of this more than I do, maybe that's just because you have the most beautiful soul and for me my dear friend you only deserve the best. Having you in my life felt like a whole new experience, all the crying that we had but yet all the endless laughing that we did making a noise around campus, breaking the doors in that rez- knocking on people's doors as if we knew them, owing tata r3,00s, that PnP food we'd always have broke or not, the nights we'd go out with not even a rand on our names, those trips we made to some hotels we dont even know, the way everyone knew GCINA and GCINA. If I could text everything down I literaly be up the whole night...my friend I miss youI know I only new you for a year but my life feels so unright and incomplete without, even at times my mother, my sister ask about you...I pray to God for atleast one more chance to be with you again, just to tell you how much I've missed you,one of the most happiest and memorable moments of my life I've shared with you,I swear to God I mean that. Being without you has hurt me, alot... I really do miss you. I don't even go to church anymore because you not here, and now that I think about it, I've learnt alot from you,and honestly about soo many things I should've listened to you..
                                                                                   I Love You Gci

I LOoooOve LipStIIIiiicK

Rock it with stunnaZz, you're sorted!

Go on gorgeous ladies,try it too :)
Xoxo

Whoever it may concern

…Isn’t it interesting how some of our mothers always ask us about our love life, social life in general. I can only imagine the expression on my mom’s face when I say, ‘he’s not one of us’. Her response to “I go out every weekend (almost)” ,”I failed a test”! But I wish I could tell her…

then maybe just maybe things wouldn’t be the same.

There comes a time when you have to stop running away from the reality of life, to stop crying over spilt milk, to stop trying to mend a broken glass. Even if you can, but these things won’t taste or look the same anymore. I’m a believer of second chances, or maybe even third or fourth but when the games over,its over. There comes a sudden time when you act like a stalker and you don’t even realize it, when you are controlled and carried away by the emotions that person is not even worth, when you wait all day for that one call, when you are even willing to embarrass yourself  than not to talk to this being at that moment, when you end up being obsessed about him more than your bestfriend that you have known years back before him, when you have lost in touch with yourself because you do what suits him best, when he does finally call and tells you to do whatever he says, a time when he calls a “thing” infront of his fellows, when he tells you to change in order for you to be a success, when he indirectly insults coz in his mind he thinks you probably wont get it anyway, when he doesn’t want your relationship to be a public ‘thing’, when he never tells you that he loves you… 

Xoxo

My siSTARS

My siSTARS bring out the best in me, they are my strength, my inspiration oh my everything, the best moments I have in life are with them. Our God is great, I can't even begin to ask for more but be greatful for them.

I Thank You*

Safety first

 

AIDS doesnt play games, its sad to mention that I've lost quiet a few people because of this.