Tuesday, 29 May 2012

Gcina Namhla Sebe


Being without you...
It's 00:30 in the morning, I'm sitting here writting this to you my dear friend. Wherever you are in the world, know that I love you, if it was for me I would literaly change lives just for you to be happy. A part of me believes that you deserve all of this more than I do, maybe that's just because you have the most beautiful soul and for me my dear friend you only deserve the best. Having you in my life felt like a whole new experience, all the crying that we had but yet all the endless laughing that we did making a noise around campus, breaking the doors in that rez- knocking on people's doors as if we knew them, owing tata r3,00s, that PnP food we'd always have broke or not, the nights we'd go out with not even a rand on our names, those trips we made to some hotels we dont even know, the way everyone knew GCINA and GCINA. If I could text everything down I literaly be up the whole night...my friend I miss youI know I only new you for a year but my life feels so unright and incomplete without, even at times my mother, my sister ask about you...I pray to God for atleast one more chance to be with you again, just to tell you how much I've missed you,one of the most happiest and memorable moments of my life I've shared with you,I swear to God I mean that. Being without you has hurt me, alot... I really do miss you. I don't even go to church anymore because you not here, and now that I think about it, I've learnt alot from you,and honestly about soo many things I should've listened to you..
                                                                                   I Love You Gci



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