Gcina Namhla Sebe

Being without you...
It's 00:30 in the morning, I'm sitting here writting this to you my dear friend. Wherever you are in the world, know that I love you, if it was for me I would literaly change lives just for you to be happy. A part of me believes that you deserve all of this more than I do, maybe that's just because you have the most beautiful soul and for me my dear friend you only deserve the best. Having you in my life felt like a whole new experience, all the crying that we had but yet all the endless laughing that we did making a noise around campus, breaking the doors in that rez- knocking on people's doors as if we knew them, owing tata r3,00s, that PnP food we'd always have broke or not, the nights we'd go out with not even a rand on our names, those trips we made to some hotels we dont even know, the way everyone knew GCINA and GCINA. If I could text everything down I literaly be up the whole night...my friend I miss youI know I only new you for a year but my life feels so unright and incomplete without, even at times my mother, my sister ask about you...I pray to God for atleast one more chance to be with you again, just to tell you how much I've missed you,one of the most happiest and memorable moments of my life I've shared with you,I swear to God I mean that. Being without you has hurt me, alot... I really do miss you. I don't even go to church anymore because you not here, and now that I think about it, I've learnt alot from you,and honestly about soo many things I should've listened to you..
                                                                                   I Love You Gci

I LOoooOve LipStIIIiiicK

Rock it with stunnaZz, you're sorted!

Go on gorgeous ladies,try it too :)
Xoxo

Whoever it may concern

…Isn’t it interesting how some of our mothers always ask us about our love life, social life in general. I can only imagine the expression on my mom’s face when I say, ‘he’s not one of us’. Her response to “I go out every weekend (almost)” ,”I failed a test”! But I wish I could tell her…

then maybe just maybe things wouldn’t be the same.

There comes a time when you have to stop running away from the reality of life, to stop crying over spilt milk, to stop trying to mend a broken glass. Even if you can, but these things won’t taste or look the same anymore. I’m a believer of second chances, or maybe even third or fourth but when the games over,its over. There comes a sudden time when you act like a stalker and you don’t even realize it, when you are controlled and carried away by the emotions that person is not even worth, when you wait all day for that one call, when you are even willing to embarrass yourself  than not to talk to this being at that moment, when you end up being obsessed about him more than your bestfriend that you have known years back before him, when you have lost in touch with yourself because you do what suits him best, when he does finally call and tells you to do whatever he says, a time when he calls a “thing” infront of his fellows, when he tells you to change in order for you to be a success, when he indirectly insults coz in his mind he thinks you probably wont get it anyway, when he doesn’t want your relationship to be a public ‘thing’, when he never tells you that he loves you… 

Xoxo

My siSTARS

My siSTARS bring out the best in me, they are my strength, my inspiration oh my everything, the best moments I have in life are with them. Our God is great, I can't even begin to ask for more but be greatful for them.

I Thank You*

Safety first

 

AIDS doesnt play games, its sad to mention that I've lost quiet a few people because of this.

Im Xhosa and I lurrrrv it :)

I was walking on campus on AFRICA day, saw this beautiful amazing woman that reminded me of my own mother. And I just had to take a picture. For some reason,well for me,Africa day felt like XHOSA day :)

Ewe,ndingumxhosa!

Bonang Matheba spotted!

This lady never disappoints, forever stunning,  forever outshining! ''It's your girl Bee in Gee's blog...its Daddy's Lil Girl exclusive''***

                                                  B*Dazzled

                                                                            gots2recognize!!!

About Gcina

Dating a model:
Why in the world would I wanna associate myself with such! Reason being, clearly this guy will be the hottest thing ever,he will be more feminine than I am, everytime we take pictures I'll be fading in the background because he has these brilliant poses from his 'career'. I wouldn't. But,they hot :)

Gay & Lesbian:
Personaly, I think gays are the most stylish people alive! But,I dont think I'd be friends with them because I find them way girl(ier) than I am, I can't handle that. As for lesbians, they almost like straight for me,they dont bother me at all infact I even love the way they dress (tomBoyStyle)...uh but most of them are very hot,ok,minus 1 problem...I mean we wouldnt want our men to be taken away from us now by such pretty faces.

A man & his sports:
Firstly,if you're a guy and you are not playing any sports...my question is to you,what are you doing with your life then? Ladies,who doesn't want their men all  muscled and mmh sexxy lol. Also, if there's one thing I enjoy doing, is watching my man play :) (well when I used to have 1).

1 thing I cant live without:
There's literaly nothing I cant live without but there are people I cant live without. I'm definetly not materialist, at this point in time I dont even have a phone, I literaly wont even ask one from my daddy instead I want a CANON/NIKON camera! Now,that maybe I wouldnt be able to live without once I have it.

3words to describe myself:
Introvert,crazy.,lazy.

Dress style:
I definetly dont dress in any specific way, I love short things though :)  ow and leggings! But,my favourite clothing style is "Abbey Dawn by Avril Lavigne" obviously,I wouldnt dress like that,I love it on someone else. Im too calm for that kind of style.

Ideal man:
Sportsman, an intellectual being, non-smoker, a drinker though (a bit), non-popular(ist),  a very good sense of humour, abit crazy and silly, playfull, tall, handsome, skinny, a gentleman, a controller,protective, and sexxy lol.                           
                                  To be cont.*

18SLVN

How amazing are my bff's with their partners!!!

One of my best friends Nisto with Pips,the baby daddy.
These two belong together,forever and ever!

My main man,Kwezi is like a brother to me,a nigger that makes so much sense, 1 of the most golden heart(ed) people I know. Milzz n Kwenqa are amaze! :)

This is to represent all the gorgeous couples out there,
especially all my other friends that I know for a fact have loving men.Love each n everyone of them.

                                        
                               The thing about LOVE*
                                                                           ♥

my future ex bf

I know this may sound absurd or not sane at all but, I want my boyfriend (if theres ever gonna be1) to dress up so stylishly but yet elegant too. How embarrasing is it to walk with a shady dressed up faced, no, I can not be associated with such. I've uploaded a visual image of what I expect him to look like haha..he better his notepad on check because theres a lot that he needs to jog down. Hence,its not about 'swag' no...its about appearing like a gentleman. About the pic,my word theres a guy that dresses like this on campus {hint hint...he has dreadlocks} YuMmIeEe :)

We love colour!!!

I love my new red gorgeous leggings I just purchased, I've also got purple, bluish ones and now Im looking forward to getting pink ones and ofcourse leopard print. Ow wait did I mention the store...JET guys. #Kiddies section :)
                                                                        Xoxo*

Photography

OMG! Im a loverrr of this picture, it reminds me of my future Journalism specialization PHOTOGRAPHY and believe it or not I took this myself.

                                              Thank You*

Only at Rhodes

 

Rhodes University celebrates international week!!!

This PURPLE THURSDAY, to celebrate International Week and those from around
the country, the Purple Team will be having a 'wall of paint' outside the
Rhodes University Library.One just has to paint their palm, place it on the continent from where you
resided or perhaps where you would like to go.A Purple Book of Traditions and Stories are set up every week. People cpme with different theories rather traditions

here at Rhodes, for example; walking
directly under the arch will result in you failing - if you're a virgin by
the time you leave Rhodes, the sword outside the Great Hall will fall etc.
Bring your stories and your laughs ;) haha

#teamRHODEnts!!!

For the love of babies

How cute are these kiddies' clothes I saw in town, I just can't wait to be a baby-mama and Im pretty sure I'll be a very good one seeing as though I have a wonderful relationship with my little sister which I play,sing and dance with all day long and when we done we EAT! We both like the same things and she wants to grow and she wants to grow old to be a model, just like me lol. If only it didnt take two to have a baby,I'd probably have one by now, it really sucks having to be associated with only douche bags in life.

If its a girl I will name her Lerato,Dineo or Precious and I want her to look exactly like her handsome daddy and just by the way I look like my daddy too, if its a guy she must definetly look like her mommy.

My Mandela tshirt,I Love it!

If  I had my way I would start a ‘Nelson Mandela” clothing line, which would include dresses,t-shirts,hoodies maybe even underwear how awesome would that be, wearing a NM thingy rather than a Barbie one. For me its very difficult ro understand why we have Che Guevera tshirts for example everywhere…like someone needs to step up and embrace the high importance of our freedom fighter, ok we can maybe even  have Steve Biko pencils or something. But like would Mandela expect any shares from my clothing line since I’ll be using his face?? I wonder…

Coming soon

I Love shades

I love my 'cat' shades too bit, one would never guess where I bought these from :) Only for me ok and my sister to know and you will never find out. Was looking pretty gorgeous today n my cute ponch and blue leggings showing that ummh ass if I can call it that. And ofcourse a girl needs young shades to finish off the look "my strawberry on top"



Come on we not bad

Good people

How cute is this picture of myself and a friend of mine I just found somewhere on my pc **,) "I say keep your friends close and the good ones even closer"...enemies for what?? no darling!

                                                                                       Dueces

I Do

My dream wedding dress, that one day I’ll walk down the aisle with my Italian wealthy Mr Man, no jokes!

South Africans can go choke for all I care. Why would I need someone n my league, no infact that’s even way below my league. Well…I thank you

“I have a dream that one day I will wear this dress” –Gcina Veyi ft Martin Luther King

XoXo**

                      

                                                                                                

OUR EDUC.

I never procrastinate, I just find it reasonably suitable for me to work well under major pressure as oppose to other people. Being in second is definitely no child’s play especially having the pressure of obtaining a ‘non-continuing pass’ in Journalism.

I’m currently on a mission of achieving the greatest marks I can’t even imagine in order for me to be accepted, if not I will use my marks to apply at University of CapeTown. Oh gossh I really hope its not true that it’s ghetto for days there but obviously depends on a specific area of situation ummh owkee but still what if…

                                                           Mission possible
                                            Ps:Rhodes,where leaders learn

REALITY OF FEAR

I am not afraid of the dark
:::Im scared of it
I am not afraid if heights
:::Im afraid of falling
I am not afraif of the people around me
:::Im just afraid of rejection
I am not afraid to love
:::Im just afraid of not being loved back
I am not afraid to let go
:::Im just afraid of the reality that he's gone
I am not afraid to try again
:::Im just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason

Signed Sealed Deliverd

My message to...

My message to my mum, my dad, my sister,my brothers and the rest of the family...
My message to all my friends,from primary,from high scool,from the hood,in varcity...
My message to my ex boyfriend.
to be cont.