For The LOVE Of ALL STARS

                            Call me ghetto, but i'll still love all stars

                                 Rockin em' ALL STARS

                                            
                                         

...and Im Live On Air!!

  
"Ooh yes it is yet another fanta--bulous  show with the one & only Gcina live on G*spot FM.." haha for the love of radio!!!

im definetly going to have my own "international" radio "station" lol lol #come.on.we.nice

They dont call me Lolly for nothing

She licked it like a lollipop!

O well, some of us are fat, some are dark, some of us have tall, some of us are smart, some of us are just idiots, some of us have long nails, some of us are fashionistaz, some of us are talkative etc. well I guess it should be okay if some of us have big heads!

Having the smallest body and the biggest head ever is definetly nothing that bothers me much,okay maybe my body bothers me abit: I mean,which girl do we know that wouldn't want to have a firm curvey body hence with an ass helloow?? Nonetheless its literally impossible not to notice that girl with that head..that the annoying part about it,mxxm! I got it from my daddy :)
I'm the reflection of my dad "uNongayi Ndoda" haha no no dont get it twisted now!

Honestly, if theres anything I'd change on my body,its the lips. My lips are just a bit too big for my liking, its soo bad that it looks like Im pouting. Did somebody say surgery? ofcourse!

For the expression of dislikes!

I'm Gone

He met her after a long break up... He told her : Sorry, I've met a new one, I have a new
girlfriend and another future
How about your life..?? She closed her eyes to hide her tears, Remembered
all the memories she shared with him, She
remembered how she shared his pain before his
... happy moments and how she refused many other
boys just to stay with him... She kept the remains of her pride and collected her
force,
smiled and said : Sorry Sir, but do i know you ? !!

 

GONE

Rainny days

You know those days when the clouds are a bit greyish, a bit of windy, a bit of coldness and a bit of loneliness. In my mind I think HOME,it's so lovely being home when such weathers strike where you know you'll have your brother making you tea, you'll have your little sister playing with your feet under the blankets, where you'll watch The Kardashians and Americas Next Top Model with your older sister, where your mom calls you to the kitchen when the food is ready for you and where your older brother will be calling your phone to ask for a favor ALL THE TIME (annoying)!! :) I love home.

Rainny days,isn't it just lovely to travel anywhere by car or bus? I love long distances on a rainny day, which reminds of my trips to KZN,school. From a distance though:Looking outside that window with Alicia Keys on reapet ,it brings all memories in life,all the things all the people that were a part of it.

Rainny days, don't we just love how we receive calls from those we call ours "baby I'm coming over" dont we just love that happy-hug when you jump on him,don't we just love it when they give us their jackets on that rainny day,don't we just love how we kiss and kiss in the rain until you even forget it's actualy raining, don't we just love how they pick us up protecting us from the water all over but ow dont we just love it when we cuddle 
Oooh Rainny days..

Such days get annoying when you've planned that ''little dress'' outfit youl wear on a night out, but then again we don't compete with weathers we just do! raining or not..isn't it so annoying how it washes off your make-up and not to mention the hairstyle!

November 14th

The day the princess was born,wait,isn't this a public holiday?

dare...ofcourse it is!

Gugu,my precious little siSTAR

                                                 Gorgeous princess of mine

She thinks I'm her age,just a little taller though

"Ndiyamthanda uGcina wam mna" -Gugu

1 of my Greatest Obsessions

This has to be my greatest obsession of them all!!!
That unique taste thats even better than chocolate, that softeness thats even better than a mashmallow, that shape thats even better than a..a..a roll (what were you thinking??!)
So, I get thats it's ghetto-like, but how so? Its not like I'm obsession with vetkoeks or the cows intestines and that smelly stuff that comes with it,mostly sold by the road with those green flies kissing it! Then again so what if my polony is a ghetto-like, its not I'm a surburban girl anyway.
Ow but french polony,how I love thee.

Remix:"Y you so obsessed with me,well I understand!"

Complete Fail

Tell me abnormal, but I find every single little thing embarassing!

How embarassing can it be for one to make an appointment with that ex that's just no longer there. haha desperatoh* and when you do finally see and talk to him,you ask yourself What was the point of this again? That's when you know and maybe realize what a mistake it was being with him...but yet again can it be possible to live in a mistaken relationship for more than a year? It's even more embarassing to see him with his new girl, not because you feel intimidated or angry but you hate the FACT that you used to be that girl. I say, respect your ex's ex because clearly one day you'll be in that same position and if you wise enough you'll apprehend the truth in this #imJustSayin'  99% of the time crying over an ex is like crying over a broken glass...and forcing yourself to move on is probably the worst try,beach chill!

PS: 10111 Call Me If You Need Any Help/Advice,
thatchick_gcina!

I'm abit *toooo* emotional

I cry because I'm hurting...and this is just the only way I can possibly overcome the pain.

Everytime I look at my pictures, I cry...because I miss the people that are no longer in my life.
Everytime I fail my Journalism assignment, I cry...because I put so much effort, I feel so insulted that I don't pass it and this just ruins my day(s).
Everytime after talking to my daddy/mummy,I cry...because I know they love me too much.
Everytime I think about my him,I cry...because I miss him more everyday and being around some guys just only makes it worse because of the expectations I have of them that they do not fullfil and only him can.
Everytime I pray,I cry...because I'm greatful for the day, for the people,for the life itself.

Not because I'm a girl that I'm crying,its because I have a heart OK!
PS:Don't Judge Me

5 dreams per night,at min.

These days, it totaly freaks me out just to know that its that time again when I have to sleep because I know I will definetly have dreamsss about something. Google has it "I am stressed over something that has a huge impact on my life, it is because I think too much that I dream too much" could this be true?

Death of a baby: "Depicts piercing of emotional pain, a child shows how deeply wounded I am by someone's actions, a child also shows your innocence in the whole situation you are going through and it shows the love you have for that someone" I wouldn't say this is not true!

Having a baby:
"shows the vulnerable part of yourself, also a new life, a new world, a new self and innocence, it also represents a place in your mind or soul where you have burried memories" I don't know about that one though.


Perhaps often dreaming is normal, ok, maybe NOT! O.O

Ewe,ndinguMxhosa,ndingumntana kaMakhulu.

Abandazi kakuhle,bayayazi ngqo ukuba xa ndithi "Ingqukuva ka Makhulu" ndibhekise kubani. Ewe,wayetsho xa endibiza.

Ayikho into edlula ukulahlekwa ngumntu omthandayo abe engasoze aphinde abuye, bayatsho ke bathi yonke into yenzeka ngesi zathu futhi kuyoyonke into embi eyenzekayo kunento entle ezolandela.

Bendinga thanda kakhulu ukubuyisela emva intsuku zokuphila, apho ndizo kwazi ukuba ndimbone umakhulu wam, ndike ndichithe nje noba lelosukwana. Ndibe ke phofu ndifuna nje ukubulela, ndinjenje, ndilapha nje kungenxa yakhe. Ubunzi bempilo owabuphilayo abubobu nzima endingabufisela umntu nditsho nayiphi intshaba engake ibekhona emhlabeni.  Makhulu wam ndiyabulela.

Ukukhulela kwam eHostel,kwaba kukuhlukana kwam, nokuthambekisa ukuxhumana kwam naye: ndikhumbula ngenye imini ndimfuwnela, le fowni yakhe ke phofu uyaxakwa nakuyi phendula yuh engakhwazi mani kwakungathi uthetha nomntu lo okude kunaye ngokuma.
Hayi ndingathetha ndingayeki ngawe.

...Ingqukuva yakho iyosoloko ikucinga naphake.

Everynight I Pray,I Plan

For everynight I thank you, I thank You for the time that many wish to have had...
I thank you for the life I have,I may not have much but someone out there is praying to have it..
Lord I thank you for my family that impatiently awaits for me to be someone in life and mean something to someone, I pray that they see my success one day...with you oh Lord,everything is possible.

Every night I plan,I plan to have a better tommorow, I plan to see the day's worth at the end of it.

Growing up in a place where you know you're the only hope, where so much is expected from you, it's not that easy leaving up to that but I pray that I be the that I can possibly be. Within me lies great possibility(s) and tremendous capabities. It may not all come together at this point in my life, but some day...it will

To be cont.

l.o.v.e

being seen by that ex you still inlove with holding hands with another man doesn't really suck than his brother or friends seeing you. It only makes you feel so terrible and guilty inside out infact it makes you feel like you're a bitch "like wait...I can explain :( ." And to think that that boy was not even worth it!

will it ever STOP?

candid

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you cant handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

nice time A.K.A gee

Well my question to the party host, what’s a party without your girl GEE! Haha I know I might not be the best dancer in the world,hence Im not even trying to be one but when I party I partaaaay!!! Can one imagine life after varcity? Yes, don’t cry one day when you have to work all day er’day of the week even throughout the weekend and say I didn’t tell you. I say live life while you still can.
Lets partaaaay but wait don’t throw away ‘ungalahli’ :::direct translation!                                        

One of my greatest times first term with one of my best friends in the world
"good times" as she would say. Nothing beats happiness as it lasts forever...

 

This photo was taken by an unknown face that uploaded it on the PRIME page, wasnt I pissed when I saw my face there!!! And I hate this picture,its the worst I've seen this far. Lekker tyd with the girls though "booty shorts night" so were all dressed up in shorts n isssh...people thought we first laaaar "so what we get drunk...we just having fun,we dont care who sees"

some of our habits haha!!

ohw maybe I do like pink,after all

What a girl wants...

·         Make-up, beauty may come in different packages but not all those packages fullfil the potential of  being beautiful of which is the reason we have companies like Avon to help some of us J It’s a-owkay. I find it absolutely fine to walk around every day of my life with my eye liner on, it was invented for a reason now wasn’t it? And I get a feeling I use it because I know it makes my hazel eyes even more lighter & brighter. Ow I love my pink lipgloss, Red lipstick is nice too but cliché and overated as much as it makes our beauty POP.

·   Shades, if  I had my way I’d put on my shades even on a rainy day, at night even but obviously I’d need wipers stuck on them  #fail. My shades often come in handy mostly on Sunday morning/ the whole day when I’m hanging haha why would we want people to see our rough nights through our eyes now,really?! But omg I hate guys that wear shades, it’s so disguisting and gayish, mmmh that’s like dating a model eeuuw why would we do that ladies? #fail.

·   White girl shorts, these are the shortest shorts one would ever find in the whole entire town: they’re so short that even the front pockets show. I love them but I can only wear them at night, I think showing your body in any way just shows how much respect you have for yourself and clearly people will end up placing comments maybe that aren’t even relevant to your personality. My word is, save yourself from such and put on more material when you walking around in daylight, darling do just that!

·   Dresses, Earings, Tissue, Chocolate, Teddy bear I like I like it alot. Without these I don’t know how a life of a girl would be. Ofcourse I didn’t mention shoes, I’m not a fan of shoes and it’s embarrassing because I only have like 4pairs (last time I checked).

·   And a boyfriend J In my whole life having a boyfriend didn’t matter much until I MET A GUY (where trouble begins “I met a guy”) …his my everything, I mean was.

Gorgeous ladies embrace your beauty!

I'm bringing sexxy back!

It is probably the most amazing thing to be told that you're beautiful and it gets even more meaning when the compliment comes from a chick. Not everyone will like you, but the fact will still remain, you are beautiful.


''Beauty is in the eye of self" -I say.


Okay,so I've been working so hard in terms of keeping my body in a (atleast) good shape. Playing netball is definetly the physicaly roughest point in my life {maybe except for the time I was beaten by a bunch of girls in high school haha} the things we do when we are jealous of each other.


The last time I played any sport was in primary,my word! But I will try to find strenght within me and prove to myself that I am not only just a pretty chick moving around campus. And mostly,I want to prove to my friends Alucia,Beau,Thulani that YES I can do this. But wait...


I don't want to be fit though like the rest of the girls at netball NOOO!!!
I want to be that girl with a figurrre,
I want to be that girl that ''looks'' like a model,
I want to be better that my ex's girlfriend haha..

fact: single ladies are more beautiful than the taken

Adele junior

There's no such thing as being unable to be without someone you've only known possibly 9.1% of your entirely life. It's all in the mind, allowing yourself to feel miserable,sad over
someone that's not even worth your tears,
someone that wouldn't even stand up for you in front of his friends,
someone that thinks they smarter than you,
someone's that doesn't even try to see potential in you,
someone that wil cheat on you and blame you for it,
someone that will call you a bitch infront of his brothers,
someone that doesn't even think your worth the gifts he buys you,
someone that doen't even care,
someone that doesn't even..even..even love you


ps: never mind,I'll find someone UNlike you

"I don't care what you think of me I don't think of you at all"
-Gcina

Days Of Our Lives haha...

There's nothing more amazing than to have an amazing person in your life.

There's nothing more beautiful than being told you're beautiful yourself.

There's nothing more wonderful than to love and to be loved back.

There's nothing more amusing than to laugh at and be laughed at.

...but,at some point,it all comes to an end.

Welcome to heartbreak. If you look at the word ''heartbreak'' properly, you'd actually find within it a different positive meaning HEART ---- BREAK (your heart needs a break :). In every negative thing there's always a positive tiny part of it. 

My sisters are the future

The best moments I have in life are at home,with my DAD, my mom,my sister,my brother and cousins!

One thing I hate about going back home is to face the reality of the absence of my late brother Xolani Veyi (you will alway be remembered). It's emotionally challenging to know that He is...no-longer here.

to be cont.